You have so much love in you that everywhere you go, love follows. You love people sincerely and for who they are. You appreciate people simply because you love them. You notice for even the little simple things that often are ignored, just because you tend to put love on every single thing you can see, you might feel or you would touch. The main thing that I adore about you is that you are not afraid to pour all your love out just because sometimes your love may not be reciprocate because you seem to believe that love will eventually comes to you when you love something first.
I wish I was as brave as you. I can say that knowing you for awhile now, we have one thing in common, we both have a heart so full with love that it feels heavy to carry on with life, without pouring the love out. The only difference is that you are never ashamed nor scared of showing your love despite receiving nothing in return while I feel sad just with the thought of people not loving me as much as I love them.
I used to want to have more people like you in my life. People who genuinely care and love me with such honesty. As time goes by, perhaps because I see myself in you so much, the feeling changed to me aspiring to become you. I realized that being born with this amount of love, I may not be able to receive much in return but I have to keep on giving it to keep me away from suffocating. You do so well in managing that, and I hope one day, I will be able to be like you.
With another twenty three of the month March appearing, it indicates that you are getting one year older in life. Please keep on living and loving. Your existence is the reason why I keep on existing, because I see myself in you, and I am learning to control my feelings the same way you do, the reason is because you are the only person I know that have the same amount of love as I do.
Happy birthday, my embodiment of love. You might not notice it, but you glow as much as you love. There are rays of sunshine in the colour yellow around you that makes me find comfort in loving you. As much as you love, although you often do not expect anything in return, I hope people around you are loving you hard too. I know I will do well, because I have seen you did it well. You are my mirror and through my reflections in you, I learned how to live and love, so keep on living, never ever stop loving.
For Huang Renjun,
written by C.
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